When I completed 'Lost Boy', the book and the documentary, I was able to
look back on my life with 20/20 hindsight and get a sense of the big
picture. I could see that, despite my difficult childhood, God had used it
to help me do what I do today.
In fact, the film ended with my family walking down the street smiling. My 
wife Cathe, my son Jonathan, my daughter-in-law Brittany, my granddaughter 
Stella, and, of course, Christopher. It was almost as if to say, "They all 
lived happily ever after."
Then Christopher unexpectedly died and everything changed. It was as though 
the back cover of my book had been ripped off and new chapters were to be 
added.
The ink is still wet on these new chapters in my life, and I am not sure how 
how this story will unfold.
But I know this, God is good and He is still in control!
As I look back on my life, I can see how good the Lord has been to me and my 
family. And my prayer is that He will be glorified through all that has 
happened.
I would like to say this has all gotten easier, but it has not. In some 
ways, it is even harder. The hard reality of not seeing my son again on this 
earth is sinking in.
Yes, I know I will see him again in heaven, but I just so wish he could be 
with us now. Fortunately, that day of reunion will come for me and all of us 
who have loved ones who have gone to heaven before us.
When I spoke at the Southern California Harvest just a few weeks ago, I wove 
in the story of my son and how this has affected us. But I also told people 
that no matter how difficult your trials, God will be walking with you 
through it.
Take the worst-case scenario in life-finding out you are going to die, or 
having someone close to you die, or having your child die before you. Now 
know this-Jesus will be there for you, tears in His eyes, walking with you.
You know certain things are true, but you wonder if you can still stand in 
this hour. You can and you will, if you have Christ!
One man whose son had died wrote this about his faith: "Faith is a 
footbridge that you don't know will hold you over the chasm until you're 
forced to walk out unto it."
I am on that footbridge right now, and I can tell you, it's sound.
Yes, new chapters are being written in my story, and in yours too. May God 
help us all seek to glorify Him as He writes them.
God bless you,
Greg Laurie
Useful link: www.harvest.org

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